Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Something is wrong...
I woke up this morning with a feeling of dread....Something isn't right... The happy Dave has left the building and I don't know why. I feel the need to check up on everyone to make sure they are ok but I think its closer to home were the problem resides!

Paranoia should be tackled every time by intelligence....Find the problem and sort it out...But I dont know where to start! Is this a symtom? Mental illness maybe! I should be the happiest bloke alive with the woman I am with but....I am getting a feeling and I am not wrong when I get this feeling! The last time I had this feeling I was with Sinead....I brushed it under the carpet and a year later she didnt want to be with me! I got dumped! I hope this 'feeling!' doesnt stop the relationship I have with Jen! Its hard to explaine but I have a feeling that something is wrong.....

What didnt help was my post this morning and there was a letter from work... I got a pay rise! WTF! I have been there! What are they playing at! Ok I need the money to feed my ever growing addiction to alcohol but I dont need the head mess this morning! I have to find out whats wrong with me today this is crazy! Maybe its a Goth thing washing over me! I dont need to drown in it. I have enough problems with this disease! If I work it out I will tell all but I dont like it!

Hope you are all ok!
posted by personallog! @ 1:18 pm  
  • At 10:14 pm, Blogger x Bobbeh x said…

    Roses are red,
    Violets are blue,
    I've got tourettes,
    You shitty arsed cunt of a pissface!

  • At 2:22 am, Blogger amanda said…

    Oh I wish that I could help you figure everything out....but I guess maybe for days and things like this maybe it is a think kinda situation??

    Just know that I am here to vent to u have my email addy and my messenger...Love ya and take care it will all work itself out...

    I saw a saying somewhere yesterday and maybe it will piss u off maybe not but I am gonna share it and hope for the latter...

    "Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle."

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