The aftermath of the gig and drunken memories fully returned. I am not good drunk at all. Everything seems fine on the night but then I look for explanation in the eyes of my fellow patrons I am rudely awakened. Jen now knows my limits on the drink front and how many it takes before I fall over. How many I drink does effect the amount of people it takes to pick me up off the ground. Not sad in anyway just heavier. I think its about 5 then no more before I think I am a abled bodied person. I don't think Jen is to bothered until I become....No other way to say it...I became a dick.
I think I had full right to be angry when she was pushing me downhill with one hand while she was text'ing her friend with the other hand.....OK I didn't have any right. I was a dick! It seems that I turn into a very proud man of 31 and in a wheelchair, surviving the tyranny of a disabling disease....No I was a dick! No matter how you put it I am still a schmuck.
I think I have to spend some time fixing this. She said its ok but all the men out there know what that means!!!
just to clarify...i was not texting anyone,i didnt even have my phone on me.We were on a hill veering one way and didnt need two hands on the chair because it was rolling freely.And he hadnt noticed for 5 mins...I don't understand the overconcentration on such a trivial thing,Dave.
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just to clarify...i was not texting anyone,i didnt even have my phone on me.We were on a hill veering one way and didnt need two hands on the chair because it was rolling freely.And he hadnt noticed for 5 mins...I don't understand the overconcentration on such a trivial thing,Dave.