Jen went out last night and am I am jealous! Not of her going off with someone else. I am jealous of the able bodied. I want to be 'able' to go out and shake my ass...You know I think it is the hardest thing to deal with. I used to love going out clubbing. I used to love walking about forests and looking at castles and sites of natural beauty...Instead I live in a flat on my own.
I need to get proud of my life again! Maybe its just life throwing me a curve ball but I don't feel happy today. Being happy is my 'Thing' and I need to find something to make me smile, any idea's? I have always given good advice to others but now I need to take some of my own advice...Its just that I can't take my own advice and do something!
They say that depression is a chemical imbalance in the brain...I have been taking a lot of drugs and additives to make feel better but at what point does all these chemicals start to effect mental stability? Look I am not going on to a killing spree or anything I just want the easy life back...I want the child in me to come back...But I guess that is just it. I think getting old sucks! The voice of experience will calm me down. Time for a change in the theme tune! What about a Nizlopi video?Click here to watch it! Girls eh! This tune was listened to for a long time while I talked to Jen on the dating site. God I love her! I will be ok! Hope you are well too! Dave Album of the moment: Nine inch nails-The Fragile Favorite track:Le Mer
oh, dave, I can empathize with the loneliness of living by yourself, but I have no magic answer for depression...it's certainly a chemical imbalance in the brain, but that can be brought on by many things and it appears to be unique to the individual...it took me a LONG time to find all the reasons behind my life-long depression, which I'd rather not go into here...
I have a good friend who is partially disabled because of a back injury, and he seems to deal with it by cultivatng as many interests as he can...but he also has the support of a loving wife...lucky guy!!!
and you're better off than I am right now...at least you have a girl who cares about you!
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oh, dave, I can empathize with the loneliness of living by yourself, but I have no magic answer for depression...it's certainly a chemical imbalance in the brain, but that can be brought on by many things and it appears to be unique to the individual...it took me a LONG time to find all the reasons behind my life-long depression, which I'd rather not go into here...
I have a good friend who is partially disabled because of a back injury, and he seems to deal with it by cultivatng as many interests as he can...but he also has the support of a loving wife...lucky guy!!!
and you're better off than I am right now...at least you have a girl who cares about you!