Monday, April 10, 2006
This is going to be harder than I thought...
Day 1 of the giving up smoking started about a hour ago....I ironed a shirt,got dressed and made myself I would usually...without smoking.....Had coffee,did Copaxone injection....without smoking....looked for my work pass...couldn't find it(this is at 06:45 in the morning!) Tuned on the lights throughout the house....without smoking..... Have done about 25 laps of the house, relised that my shirt is creased....without smoking....stop me if I sound like a recovering addict at ANY TIME!!!!!

Anyway, by the time I had finished getting ready for work my legs were killing me and I need to get off my feet. I think calling into work and take the day off is a good idea! I just can't believe that looking for my work pass caused so much "FREAKOUT!!!". I know I can find my pass if I could only smoke. The calming effects of nicotine would surely no no!!!!

It not just nicotine.
Arsenic (white ant poison)
Formalehyde(preseving fluid)
Acetone(paint stripper)
Butane(lighter fuel)
and this will kill you
Hydrogen Cyanide(used in the gas chambers!)
Carbonmonoxide(we will get back to this one another time! Interesting story!)

The thing is there are over 4000 chemicals used in ciggeretts, most of which are harmfull when inhaled!!!!

But they taste so nice!!!!!Dam it! Why dont they make them without all the bad sh*t in them...... Shut up Dave and let them go! Let them go!

Only shouted at Jen once!(she said at least 4 times) It was just for the 1 morning anyway!

Found the cure for that, hugs and kisses! Removed ashtrays from the frount room all lighters too! This is going to be a strange day I just know its going to be better 1 day!
Jen left to go about her day and work called me back to say that I have Wednesday and Thursday off as working over easter anyway. They told me not to worry and...RELAX!!!!! I guess I have a few days of solitued if Jen doesnt come back tomorrow.
Hope you are all well
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posted by personallog! @ 6:22 am  
  • At 12:46 pm, Blogger Jaime said…

    I am glad you get a few days off for some much needed rest & relaxation. It sucks you have to work over Easter, but at least you will get some extra holiday pay out of it. Don't stress too much about the ciggs, it will get better. :) Take care. Jaime

  • At 1:48 pm, Blogger mdmhvonpa said…

    If you fail, have you considered smoking a pipe instead?

  • At 1:56 pm, Blogger personallog! said…

    At this moment in time I thinking of smoking my rug in the middle of my frount room! A pipe might be better but its still smoking isn't it! Do I give the impression that I am a pipe smoker?


  • At 10:14 pm, Blogger Jaime said…

    Reading this comment gives me quite the visual picture, which equals an even bigger laugh. Thanks!

  • At 11:16 pm, Blogger personallog! said…

    No probs matey! hehe! Great to talk to you today!xxx

  • At 12:50 am, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    dave, you make me wanna quit smoking after reading the ingedients yuk!

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