Monday, November 05, 2007
Anxiety, Anxiety, Anxiety.
An old trouble on sleep, showed its ugly face last night. Worry/anxiety about money. I still haven't received redundancy payment yet. It's money that we need to get up to St. Annes. The mission of contacting an old job is going to cause some trauma. I have been thinking of going back to work if the payment doesn't come soon ............. Trauma upon trauma. I think its just the waiting game. I hate waiting for things I have no control over(I know, I know!). It's the sneaky thing's, the hidden charges, the repeat of monetary difficulty. I don't need it. Not now. Not ever...... Do any of us?

The 'thing' is, I know I am worried for no reason. Just the wait which is worrying. If it is effecting my sleep its a big thing. I just want to retire in peace. I just want to be beside the sea side....Always a smile in the face of adversity. Dam me!

Stay well,
posted by personallog! @ 7:05 am  
  • At 11:42 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Hi Dave,

    Waiting is so very hard, I know. I had to wait almost two years here in US for Social Security to approve me for disability. So I am familiar with waiting.

    I'm praying with you.

  • At 3:19 pm, Blogger mdmhvonpa said…

    You too, eh? Something in the water perhaps. I had NO luck sleeping till well after 1:30am

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