Thursday, January 12, 2006
Who was I kidding?
Got up this morning and I feel terrible! I have to get the pain relief leveled out! Its great to know that they are there but it can be a bit too much if your not careful. Its great that I have the responsibility to self medicate but not having a great amount of medical knowledge you have have to be very careful! Yesterday was great and I feel it went very positively but if the down side is feeling like this then its got to be leveled out!

I rang into work and reported in sick and didn't take a duvet day as I said I would yesterday. I will also have to let Vix down too but that might be for safety reasons there!hehe! I still want to meet up with her and I think I want to spend time with anyone who is doing something to raise cash and fighting there own battle. I don't know whether jumping out of a plane is going to be enough for me...I want to find out who is doing the best research really and help them raise cash, does that make sence? Yes what I am doing will help ms nurses in this country and it will help people with ms in turn, but I feel like I could do so much more to help find a cure. While I still can! I need to keep focus aswell as my head is trying to do so many things at once... I have to get the jump out of the way then concentrate on what to do next. I am sorry guys but I am not doing the men any favors in multi tasking argurment!

I think fighting the small fight first(that means me) will be more of a benifit to everyone in the long run. Raising discussions on religon is not going to help anyone in the ms field so I am going to stop doing that type of update in the future. I am sorry if I offended anyone! I think focus on what is going to be a benifit and raising awareness of best working practises will be better! That being the case I am thinking of opening as second blog(more work but it will clear the maddness from here!) and use this one as an informative ms collection of my daily investagtion and my struggle with this disease. Then if you want to learn about my social life you can go to that one! My love and personal life will be on that one too! Do you agree? Let me know before I start it...dont want to do more work if its not needed.

This 'more focus' is scaring me but I think is needed! Maybe doing a title might be a good idea! This one stays as: ms not just a diary(so this stays as a point of reference for ms based things) but the second blog with my diary bits,Jen, swearing, nudity, flith, music ect ect in it needs a name...any suggestions? I was thinking :The disabled need for a normal young life!

Yet again let me know what you think to get the dirt out of here!
Hope you are all ok!
**weather watch for the jump looks good so far but its going to be cold***
things you would see on my otherblog:
****NIN:That hand that feeds*****
things you would see on this blog: Tovaxin
posted by personallog! @ 8:48 am  
  • At 12:20 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    You don't need to apologise for upsetting anyone. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. If that opinion ruffles some feathers then so be it. Don't be frightened of a religious backlash. Religion is bit like watching little pink fluffy bunnies dancing around the rim of a giant sugared doughnut inside the mind of Homer Simpson. Its an impossible dream within a man made invention. Science = common sense.
    Anyway good idea to divide your blog, I told you this a while ago. MS on one blog personal stuff on the other one. As for a name for the new blog; I rejected 'Captain Slog' and 'Confessions of a dope crazed porn addict'. How about 'Here and Now'. Dad

  • At 12:29 pm, Blogger personallog! said…

    Good idea with 'here and now' for personal one! I think i wanted to show people with ms that they can still have a life even with the diaognosis! I have plenty of time to set one up! Anyone secon the motion?

  • At 6:09 pm, Blogger amanda said…

    I think you should do whatever YOU want to do!!! I personally don't mind reading it all on one blog. Whichever way you choose I will still be an avid reader and commenter!!!!

  • At 6:23 pm, Blogger personallog! said…

    cheers babe! The thing is I know people I repect and really care for dont like my crude elements I sometimes put in here and I dont want to offend anyone! I think I lost erik and his wife a long time ago!

  • At 9:05 pm, Blogger pocketpunk said…

    keep it all in one blog mate...its you ..its the disease..its how it affects you and it your life .....just keep it real.....dont sell out .....when is you back in St. Annes...ha !

  • At 10:56 pm, Blogger Vix said…

    "Dad" says: MS on one blog personal stuff on the other

    !!NEWS FLASH!!

    MS is personal stuff.

    All the best to you, sweetheart... 'none taken' over today, but you know that.


  • At 11:24 pm, Blogger x Bobbeh x said…

    WOW! Dad seems just as keen to insult people who believe differently to him as you do.

  • At 7:30 am, Blogger personallog! said…

    cool these are the type of things I want to see here cheers guys! Right 1st: pp I am in stannes tonight to get ready for the jump in the morning...8 oclock in the morning in lancaster...2nd You will all see in the future that Jen and myself will be doing a blog of are own(ms and how it effects a new couple,moving in together and our long term plans!) this will remove some of the sopy stuff and give more space here to do the important fight as allways! Yes you will still here about her here as she is going to be a big part in my life....but we thing having an electronic "baby" sort of pays homage to where we met! the 3rd thing....will be covered on next update! cheers guys

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