Dave, I think you need to talk to her. I know how you feel about her and as much as I understand how hard it is the idea MAKING someone live with this illness, it really is her choice. She may LOVE you enough that she wants to live with the illness because it is worth it to be with you, and for her it may be worse if you were to push her away. I have done that before when it came to health issues, with my ex, we talked a little about that on MSN. Anyway, for both of you it would be my advice that you talk it out and come to a mutual agreement of what works for both of you. Nothing worth having is ever easy. I would hate to think that you gave up your happiness (although I understand it would be because you love her and would do it out of love for her) when it may be something she wants to stay for.
Regarding the blue flashes, I have never had any blue flashes, I have had kind of white flashes though, only not on the side. Almost like stars, usually with dizziness. This was with my latest relapse and it came and went. I am not sure what caused it. At that time my whole body kind of shut down and I would just need to sleep. I hope you get to feeling better soon.
I am sorry I could not be more help. I have my injection tonight so I will be on MSN tomorrow. Email me or let me know if there is anything I can do.
Dave, I think you need to talk to her. I know how you feel about her and as much as I understand how hard it is the idea MAKING someone live with this illness, it really is her choice. She may LOVE you enough that she wants to live with the illness because it is worth it to be with you, and for her it may be worse if you were to push her away. I have done that before when it came to health issues, with my ex, we talked a little about that on MSN. Anyway, for both of you it would be my advice that you talk it out and come to a mutual agreement of what works for both of you. Nothing worth having is ever easy. I would hate to think that you gave up your happiness (although I understand it would be because you love her and would do it out of love for her) when it may be something she wants to stay for.
Regarding the blue flashes, I have never had any blue flashes, I have had kind of white flashes though, only not on the side. Almost like stars, usually with dizziness. This was with my latest relapse and it came and went. I am not sure what caused it. At that time my whole body kind of shut down and I would just need to sleep. I hope you get to feeling better soon.
I am sorry I could not be more help. I have my injection tonight so I will be on MSN tomorrow. Email me or let me know if there is anything I can do.