I am still happy. I am still in pain. I am still in love but....I know it all has to end soon. Next weekend is my dad's bithday(monday!) and I am going back up north to stay for a couple of nights. I have loads to watch on dvd this week as my little bro is being a god send with samples from his collection. Its going to be a start of my journey to the slow life, as if it hasn't started already.
I got a letter from work saying that they have recieved my letter requesting invalidity benfit from them and they should pay out (if approved!)in 6 to 8 weeks.(oh joy!) I dont know how I am going to pay rent over the next few months and I know I have more forms to fill in claiming the insurance to pay off all of my credit agreements. They are all protected but require a docters stamp to make sure they pay out! I have more work to do.....But I know I have to do it as I dont want my family to pay out for my debt after I am gone....I know sorry, but it something playing on my mind. Its something I want covered...Depressing I know but I am not going to live forever am I. I do feel like I am going to do something impressive before I have to leave my mortal coil behind. Its not yet tho so dont worry about me, I will be here for a good 30 years or so! I just hope I have somewhere to lve thats not a doss house.
Jen has just left and I won't see her for 2 weeks. It sucks! The impeding finish seems to get closer every day. I know we are keeping are eyes open to the future but it still sucks. I want to make her happy. We will see!
Name: personallog! Home: St. Annes, Lancashire, United Kingdom About Me:
I am 6ft 3" skinny and not well. I was diagnosed with ms in 2004 and I would like to speak with others who have ms. I have a want to raise money for ms charities. We have to find a cure for this hell!!!!
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you do look very sweet with your cutesy wootsie curly wurly hair...yes you do! hahahaha!