Tuesday, September 05, 2006
The calm before the storm....
I woke up this afternoon with a question for myself and I am not sure how to answer it.

Can I get my ugly ass back to work?

1. I am not ugly!
And 2. Do I want to?

Its a question that brings more questions!!!!

I could do with the money that's for sure, I could do with seeing people again. Maybe if I ask to do part time it might be easier on me and on "THE JOB".

Could I get up early again and wash/iron my shirts...Again!
We all work for a reason but would I be setting myself up for a fall(hehe!) again! What happens during a relapse?
I need the money that's for sure! I don't have the ability to rest on my savings like some people. If that's the case then I have to get back. It's for damb sure that I can't rest with the government not paying out for me!...... Well if I filled in the forms correctly I would be fine. They make it really hard. Administration is not my best ability.

Going back to work is a pipe dream at this moment in time but it is possible! I have to do some things first! Like fill in forms!!!!!!!GODAMBMMMM IT!!!!!

Have some music to get me going:*****Chemical Brothers:Block rocking beats!*****
Hope you are all well!

******Jen just told me thats she is getting tickets for monday night to see Nizlopi!!!!!! That girl is a star!!!! Support act is not that bad either Take a look at This!!! Decland O'rourke!!!!
posted by personallog! @ 12:16 pm  
  • At 7:53 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    You are the star...I just hope you dont do your dad dancing...hahaha! Love you sugar!xxxx

  • At 8:50 pm, Blogger personallog! said…

    My dad is a great dancer I will have you know! Love you too babe!


  • At 11:00 pm, Blogger Jaime said…

    Have fun you two! Sounds like a great time. :)

    I know it can be frustrating playing the waiting game...as it seems everything with this illness is a waiting game. Isn't there someone who can help you fill in the forms correctly and get them processed? I wish you the best with all of this. I hope things get better for you real soon.

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