Thursday, October 26, 2006
Its very quiet in the house this morning.
I got up early today. I had trouble getting to sleep last night. Just keeping myself awake thinking about things. Jaime has been on mind for a bit as she was on the radio talking about the CD and raising awareness of ms. I am so proud of her and hope it all went ok. Great way to raise awareness girl and the poster rocks. I don't think I could do it...Well we will see eh!hehe! There was some strange noises in the flat upstairs and I don't think that helped with getting to sleep. When I finally got up in the morning I noticed a police car outside the house and it starting to make me think of moving soon. Its amazing what the weekend has turned me into. Any noise at all has me on edge.

Is everyone ok? Is there going to be any more trouble with screaming chav's? I can't imagine what it did to the older gentleman up stairs if it freaked me out that much. I could look after myself if there was any trouble(more funny than offensive really) as my arms and fists could give you a wack you won't forget, but the old guy must be worried. I will be keeping an eye open for him just to make sure. The only thing I can do at the moment is keep the noise down so I don't disturb anyone. The invisible guy with the invisible disease. Maybe I am thinking about it to much...Just in a wave of paranoia running rampant. I have to remember that this is my house and I should feel safe in 'my house'.

I got out the house this morning and bought some cleaning products so I can attack the house. Its not messy or anything but it could be cleaner. I think I am developing and great phobia of dirt after doing research that concetrates on the smallest parts of my bodies defense. Weird eh! I am going to start tomorrow as going outside into the shopping centre has wiped me out. I know I need some time to think about Christmas presents anyway. Make a list and stick to it as soon as I get the cash.

I got a letter from the government today about housing benefit and I am happy with the way its working out there. The money I am awarded will be put in my bank account
and the only thing I have to worry about is the credit card...But to be honest I think I will worry about that till the day I die and that appears to be the norm in modern day society today. At least I have my nest egg to pay it off if I get to worried about it. I saw on the news today about the average for the public dept and I am well underneath that...Still worried tho!

Hope you all are ok.
Dave
posted by personallog! @ 11:46 am  
3 Comments:
  • At 2:27 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Things that go bump in the night ... yeah. When you are supposed to be the only person in the house, it is that much more worrysome.

     
  • At 1:11 am, Blogger amanda said…

    hey dave...sorry have not been on much really hard with my vision still pretty bad and the puter makes it hard to see and the light from the monitor almost hurts my eyes. Bur am doing a little better. Hope that you are doing well. Miss ya!!!

     
  • At 5:10 am, Blogger Jaime said…

    The radio interview went really good....the news broadcast, well I am not so sure about that (always hate how I look).

    I can completely relate to being nervous about sounds in the night. My house is usually very quiet and so I tend to get a bit nervous when I hear something that just does not seem right. Don't you just love apartment living? lol

     
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